Angels Dont kill

I want no one to escape.

I hear the footsteps crawling by,
Watching myself slowly die.
Sharp pain is impaling through my heart,
Slowly tearing me apart.

One minute you're an angel fallen from grace,
Next, the fist that I hate.
Pick me up from the gutter with a gentle kiss,
Then rips out my heart to show me how black it is!

No!
Yet again...
It feels so cold,
It hollows your name.
I'll die alone!

I hear the footsteps walking by,
Watching myself slowly die.
Sharpening pain leading through my heart,
Slowly tearing me apart.

When you appear as an angel
Look at me now, losing my way.
Could you ever kill the pain in my heart
Even though they say angels don't kill?

No!
Yet again...
It feels so cold,
It hollows your name.
I'm dying alone!

No!
Yet again...
It feels so cold,
It hollows your name.
I'll die alone!!

EPIC FAIL!!!

WOOOOO i failed chemistry

the paper was so bad it was not even funny...in paper 1 out of 40 questions i was confident about 5 questions i guessed the other 35...my guesses for chem are usually quite good so hopefully this time i'll get 15+

and then there was paper 2 i finished the paper within 15 minutes because i could only answer like 4 questions....for the next 1 hour i jus sat there and was making up equations and just writing bullshit...oh well shit happens

If chem wasnt bad enough i had maths today..i studied so fucking hard for it, i mean i did like 6 past fucking papers yesterday alone...maths started off really well, the first 4 questions were piss easy then i got stuck at question 5.. i didnt know what the fuck to do so i left it, 7 marks down the drain. Question 6 and 7 were aight then there was question 8, I spent atleast 30 minutes trying to figure out that motherfucking question, it was worth 10 marks after all. In the end i left it blank...

So i guess its another D for maths...:( unless i fuck up my stats paper, then it'll probably be an E

Whos bloody brilliant idea....

was it to have chem paper 1 and paper 2 and maths paper 1 on the same day??? its like 2 hardest subjects we have..it should have been bio and maths or maths and thinking skills or maths alone...im so screwed for chem its not even funny, i should be studying but i've already given up i'll just do what i did last sem and guess as much as i can....if i dont blog on monday it means i strangled myself with a cordless phone...

Joke/s of the day

NO this wont be a regular thing..i'll just post if i hear a good joke

Whats the difference between michael jackson and an acne?
Michael jackson doesnt come on your face till your 13

get it? come as in cum lololololololololololollollololololololllololololololololol

Why did the tomato blush?
Because it saw the salad dressing

lolololololololololololololol



God i need a life......

EXAM NAO!!!!

And my effing trials are about to start in T-minus 8 hours and 18 minutes. First exam is thinking skill paper 2 which i think is an absolute waste of time,paper and everything good about mankind. I havent done a single thinking skill homework or question, in fact the last thinking skill thing i did was the sem 1 exam so its safe to say that im quite fucked for it. Im kinda stressing out as i've realised how fucked i am for my chem and maths...good thing is that my friends are as badly prepared as me or thats what they say...but like i've said before i dont believe in studying for mocks...probably wont be blogging for a while but i'll be back next week with MOARRR!!!!!!!!

Exams...

OMG friggin mock exams coming up in 3 days.....2 actually...starting on wednesday

I've never been this ill prepared for exams before...but i dont believe in doing good for mocks coz if u do well for mocks, u become overconfident and screw up your real exams...even still my chem preparation, well there isnt any preparation coz i havent done jack shit for it....

Things me and my friends say...A LOT

Ash: Vhat i do to u LAH!!!
Ash: Sad isnt it???
Ash: U noe ah, i shot him in the head, threw a grenade, melee'd him from the back and he still alive.
what kind of rigged bullshit is that?
Ash: It r k my friend. It r k.
Ash: Orale' ese'
Ash: Dont make me sit on you
Ash: CHIBAI!!!
Ash: Very pain very pain
Ash: U sick piece of shit
Ash: NO MAN!!
Ash: OH you think
Ash: Great minds think alike
Ash: Condensed sex
Ash: CHEEEZEBAIZ!!
Ash: Yizzzer
Ash: THAT SHIT DIES WITH YOU!!!
Ash: FUCK WEI!!!
Me: Jiggle Bitch jiggle
Me: Bitch where your bag at?
Me: Bitch you need to get shot!!!
Me: Bitch you need to be put down!!!
Me: Wow dat is gay
Me: How much???
Me: U like???
Me: Dumbass
Me: Fag
Me: Boooobiiiieeeeessss
Me: POONTANG!!!!
Me: Or your gonna do what?
Me: Suck.Choke.Die
Me: Bichhh wan die ah?
Me: suck my bawlsack
Me: Its like sex
Me: If sex was a drink, that would be it
Me: HAWWT!!!
Me: Were you born this stupid or did u work on it?
Chris: SKILLZ MAN SKILLZ
Victor: Fucker, hit my eye ah
Dan: Ur Face
Dan: I R GUY. LOLOLOLOLOLOL
Dan: Im single, lonely *sigh
Dan: SNAPSKI!!!
Dan: You'd be suprised
Hamza: dickdickdickdickdickdickdick
Ajay: U slimy motherfucker!
Ajay: Are u MAD!!!
Ajay: I gotta take a shit
Ajay: I got a BONAR!!!
Ajay: BODOM!!!
Rohan: Homosexual is what it is
Rohan: GECKO STYLE!!!
Rohan: DEATH FROM ABOVE!!!
Jeong: TENTACLES!!!! RAWWWRRRR
Anand: SUCK IT!!!
Anand: U slut!!!
Aniq: This week, its gonna happen this week.
Aniq: OMG its been 8 months
Aniq: Ur face
Aniq: Chilax
Aniq: wassssssup

My review on Race to witch mountain

If shit could mate with shit and had little shit babies, and if those shit babies shat, it still wouldnt be as shitty as this movie, it could try but it would fail....

Yes it was that bad, the CG was terrible, neither of the kids could act, the only one who was descent was The Rock, there were no hot chicks, no fighting...it was just bad...

The plot is stupid even for a kiddie movie...i mean wtf??? i slept through the last 30 mins becoz my phone ran out of battery and i couldnt listen to music anymore...

A week to forget...

Not only was this week boring it was fucking terrible as welll...it started off badly as Real got thrashed in the champions league 4-0, i had 2 tests which i most probably failed and i had some personal problems which i'd rather not discuss on my fucking blog...the only good thing about this week is that i got to play futsal with ajay and chris and ash and its beeeeen aaaaaages....last time i played with ajay and chris was like an year ago...but even futsal wasnt that fun as i didnt play that well :( i only scored like 4 goals and im still injured from last week...ajay played really really well, chris played well as well,he hasnt played for a year after all. And Real Madrid wont last night so YAY!!!!

And thats how you bounce back

Final score: Real Madrid 5 Athletic Bilbao 2

And that's how you bounce back bitches...they got embarrassed in the Champions League on Wednesday and everybody expected them to lose to Bilbao because it was at San Mames, but boy were they wrong. Robben opened the scoring in 21st minute before Heinze doubled the lead(heinze actually scored i was like ZOMFG). But 4 minutes later Heinze scored an own goal...technically he scored twice..lol...but Bilbao equalised in the dying minutes of the first half through a free kick..OH YEAHHH Yeste got sent off for pushing casillas to the ground, it was a legit red card and something even funnier happened later on, a Bilbao substitute and the assistant coach got sent off for swearing at the ref or something HAHAHAHAH faggots....2 minutes into the 2nd Klass-Jaan Huntelaar or 'Hunter' scored a sweeeeeeeeeet goal, burying his shot into the bottom left corner, the bilbao keeper was beyond helpless and the night even got better for the Hunter as he scored a sublime chip after a quick Madrid counterattack and the night ended excellently for Real as Marcelo was fouled in the penalty area in the 84th minute and Higuain slotted in the resulting penalty easily...Overall a fucking fantastic match: 7 Goals,3 Red Cards, 11 Yellow Cards( i know right!!!) and 1 own goal...and best of all REAL MADRID THRASHED THE BASQUE OUTFIT

HALA MADRID!!!!

"Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it."

Hate is a flame found deep inside,
it never flickers and never dies.
Embrace it and it will make you whole.
But be careful for everything has it's toll

Just for laughs

In my world there is no happiness, no colour.
Just a depressing blackness
She has taken it.
My colour, my happiness
Will i ever see it again?

Word Of the Day

Slow burn- An insult that doesn't sink in for a while.

Aniq gets slow burned a lot...

ili's bbq

Saturday was it?? no wait it was sunday...lol..yesterday, i went to a friends BBQ at her house which is MASSSIVE!!!! its humongous^2. It was awesome as i caught up with dan and chris and ili after like 3 weeks. I went kinda early with chris and aniq, too early actually and we helped out cooking the stuff...well i didnt do shit coz im a lazy fuck but aniq and chris did...Ash,krishanna and phil came later and it was nice seeing them again...the food was good, i didnt eat much, phil and ash didnt eat at all for some reason..i got a kickass massage from phil so once again thanks for that phil, but alas all good things eventually come to an end as phil had to leave around 9 then a bunch of other people left...oh yea shit, abdul was there, i havent seen him since graduation, lol he was playing basket ball with dan and chris and was pwning them, well pwning dan...lol..what else happened?? urmm me,ash,aniq and krishanna were talking about relationships and stuff for a while...and then krishanna left becoz of her curfew we helped clean up, once again me and ash didnt do shit coz we are both lazy fucks...came home around 12, ash was crashing at my place..played FIFA with him, OWNED him in every single fucking game, finished GoW 2 after that and chilled till 6 and slept....

Disappointing Draw

Real Madrid are held at home by Atletico de Madrid, who have really improved within the space of 2 weeks. I couldn't watch the match as they didnt show it. But from what i read Atletico had more chances than Real Madrid and the Real Madrid defense was apparently bad...this is worrying news as they travel to Anfield on tuesday.

Diego Forlan scored the opener in the 37th minute before Klaas-Jaan Huntelaar equalised in the 56th minute. I guess Im kinda relieved that Real didnt lose, but overall im disappointed as Barcelona won their match against Athletic Bilbao and now the gap has increased again to 6 points. Now Real has to put this defeat behind them and concentrate on the Champions League.

DAMN YOU ASTRO!!! DAMN YOU!!!!!

FUCK!!!! THEY ARENT SHOWING THE REAL MADRID VS ATLETICO DE MADRID MATCH. BITCHES ARE SHOWING THE STUPID BARCA MATCH INSTEAD. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U listen or u DAI!!!

a friend of mine did the same on his blog, so im gonna copy him and do the same. These are songs which i think you should really check out. It will literally change your sad existence which you call a life.
Song-Artist
*- must listen songs

*Banned From Heaven- Children Of Bodom
*All Nightmare Long- Metallica
*Damage inc- Metallica
*Dance Of Death- Iron Maiden
Prowler- Iron Maiden
*Scream Aim Fire- Bullet For My Valentine
The End- Bullet For My Valentine
4 Words To Choke Upon- Bullet For My Valentine
*Hellhounds On My Trail- Children Of Bodom
She Is Beautiful- Children Of Bodom cover
*Bed Of Razors- Children Of Bodom
Silent Night Bodom Night- Children Of Bodom
*Unforgiven- Metallica
Wherever I May Roam- Metallica
The Four Horseman- Metallica
Tornado Of Souls- Megadeth
Disconnect- Megadeth
Black And Gold- Sam Sparrow
Scatman- John Scatman
Ich Will- Rammstein
*Carnival Of Rust- Poets Of The Fall
Hollow Lives- Serenity Dies
*Amaranth- Nightwish
*Creeping Death- Metallica
*Master Of Puppets- Metallica
Battery- Metallica
Orion- Metallica
*Fade to Black- Metallica
Blackened-Metallica
If You Want Peace...Prepare For War- Children Of Bodom
*Mask Of Sanity- Children Of Bodom
*Hate Me!- Children of Bodom
Flash Of The Blade- Avenged Sevenfold cover
Running Free- Iron Maiden
*Never Enough- Five Finger Death Punch
*White Knuckles- Five Finger Death Punch
*The Bleeding- Five Finger Death Punch
*The Devils Own- Five Finger Death Punch
Salvation- Five Finger Death Punch
Sultans Of Swing- Dire Straits
Money For Nothing- Dire Straits
Touch Like Angel Of Death- Children Of Bodom
Where The Wild Things Are- Metallica
Turn The Page- Metallica
Remember Tomorrow- Metallica cover

Word Of the Day

Spicotine- its ur spit mixed with nicotine from cigarettes...well not mixed, technically its when ur spit mixes with the smoke u inhale, u get spicotine in your mouth....

A song me and ash made up...

This is what we were doing around 8pm...its a song we made up, he started it off and i continued, each of us types 1 line then the other types another. All the verses are from other songs so this song doesnt make sense at all. YES we were that bored...if you didnt understand what i just typed above, read the lyrics to the song:

Ash
ITS BRITNEY BITCHH
Ajfan says:
MY BROTHERS DEAD AROUND ME
Ash
U CAN HAVE WHATEVER U LIKE
Ajfan says:
OVER THE TOP OVER THE TOP
Ash
ITS A NICE DAY....FOR A WHITE WEDDING
Ajfan says:
THE ONLY WAY OUT IS TO DIE
Ash
FUCK U I WONT DO WHAT U TELL ME
Ash
that was lyrics btw.. not me yellin at u
Ajfan says:
haha
Ajfan says:
really?
Ajfan says:
I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK MOTHERFUCKER
Ash
UNCLE SAM MAYBE TAUGHT US A LIL TOO WELL
Ajfan says:
IF YOU WANT PEACE...PREPARE FOR WAR
Ash
U CAN SHOW ME HOW TO G SLIDEE
Ajfan says:
SLIT MY THROAT AND HOPE TO DIE
Ash
WOULD U BE MY GIRLFRIEND?
Ajfan says:
wait
Ash - these other dudes is lame, they talk a big game , but cant do the same, says:
lol
Ajfan says:
WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO?
Ajfan says:
dude
Ajfan says:
chorus NAO
Ash
RELAXXX TAKE IT EAAAASSSSSYYYYY
Ajfan says:
I WANNA BURN IT TORCH IT SCORCH IT FUCKING STAMP IT OUT
Ash
WHAT IS LOVE BABY DONT HURT ME!!
Ajfan says:
BREAK IT SMASH IT FUCKING KILL EM ALL
Ash
IM' BLUE - BA-BU-BI-DA-BI-DA-BA-BU-BI-DA
Ajfan says:
SHAWTY HAD THEM APPLE BOTTOM JEANS
Ash
I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT
Ajfan says:
FROM NOW ON WE'RE ENEMIES
Ash
IM BRINGIN SEXY BACK ALL THOSE OTHER BOYS DUNNO HOW TO ACT
Ajfan says:
I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOU HATE ME!
Ash
I DONT WANNA BE YOUR STUPID GIRL
Ajfan says:
HATE , I CANT CONTROL IT ANYMORE
Ash
CAN I HAVE IT LIKE THAT?
Ajfan says:
ON THE EVE OF YOUR DEATH
Ash
PARTY LIKE A ROCK- PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR!!!!!!
Ajfan says:
hahaha
Ajfan says:
lol
Ash
haha
Ajfan says:
WE'RE BAPTISED IN THE UNHOLY WATERS OF BODOM
Ash
that made sense
Ash
WOOO
Ajfan says:
yep
Ash
FOR YOU I AM
Ajfan says:
SOMEBODY PUT SOMETHING IN MY DRINK
Ash
MOVE MOVE SHAKE SHAKE NOW DROPPPP
Ajfan says:
FEAR OF THE DARK
Ash
GET DOWN HIT THE FLOORRZZZ
Ajfan says:
WHEN YOU GET BANNED FROM HEAVEN
Ash
ITS JUST A BITTERSWEET SYMPHONY
Ash
phony#
Ajfan says:
MONEY FOR NOTHING AND THE CHICKS FOR FREE
Ash
ILL LOVE THEM PUSSY
Ajfan says:
THERES NO TIME TO PREPARE
Ash
WHOS YOUR DADDY?!?!!??!!?
Ajfan says:
JESUS OF SUBURBIA
Ash
SHAKE THAT ASS FOR ME SHAKE THAT ASS 4 MEEHH
Ajfan says:
NO MORE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIISSSS
Ash
I SEE U BABY SHAKING THAT ASSS
Ajfan says:
NEVER CARE FOR WHAT THEY KNOW
Ash
IMMA BUY U A DRANKKKK
Ajfan says:
SO CLOSE NO MATTER HOW FAR
Ash
IM A STRAIGHT GORILLA COLD HARDER KILLA
Ajfan says:
HUNT YOU DOWN ALL NIGHTMARE LONG
Ash
CLICKY CLANG THE MONEY GOES IN TO MA PIGGY BACK
Ajfan says:
AND IT FEELS LIKE A BITCHSLAP IN YOUR FACE
Ash
WHAT CAN I HAVE FOR 2 DOLLARS? EVERYTHIN U WANNTTTT (HORNY CHINK VOICE)
Ajfan says:
WHEN I GET HIGH I GET HIGH ON SPEED
Ash
I AM ROCKKKKK
Ajfan says:
HALLOWED BE THY NAME
Ash
NO ONE EVER HEARD NOTHIN MORE THEN WHISEPERS
Ajfan says:
RAPING YOUR MIND
Ash
THIS IS UTTER RUBBISH (GUITAR SOLO)
Ajfan says:
hahaha
Ajfan says:
kk
Ash
lol
Ash
k
Ajfan says:
WHAT DONT KILL YA MAKE YA MORE STRONG
Ajfan says:
YOUR HOT THEN YOUR COLD
Ash
ILL STILL KILL THE OL' WAY
Ajfan says:
THE RIPPER IS COMING FOR U
Ash
PUULLL HARRRDAARRRRRRRR STRANGEEE MOUNTAIN STORMING U CRY THIS LAAAAIFE
Ash
(interpretation)
Ajfan says:
PAY TO KILL DIE TO LOSE
Ash
I AINT HAD NO DADDY WHEN I WAS GROWNIN UP
Ajfan says:
SHOW THEM NO FEAR SHOW THEY NO PAIN
Ash
ITS NOT WHAT I TOOK FROM U
Ajfan says:
ITS BECAUSE OF YOU IM BROKEN
Ash
WE ARE BORN LIKE THIS
Ajfan says:
I AM THE DEVILS VERY OWN
Ash
ITS NEVER TOO LATE
Ajfan says:
STILL I FIND SALVATION
Ash
I GOTA'' STAY FLA--A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A--A-A-A TILL I DAI-I-I-I-I-I-II
Ajfan says:
SICK OF BEING SICK AND TIRED
Ash
SUCH A LONLEY DAY IN ITS MINE
Ajfan says:
YAOW( children of bodom growl)
Ash
WHY DONT U ASK THE KIDS AT CHINIMAN SQUARE
Ajfan says:
ITS NEVER ENOUGH
Ash
EURRRGGHHH--WAAAA-AAA-AAAKK-AAHHH
Ash
(disturbed growl)
Ajfan says:
PEACE OF MIND YOU RUN AWAY FROM ME
Ash
WHY U ALWAS SET THE FLARK??
Ajfan says:
SHARP PAINS IMPALING THROUGH MY HEART
Ash
WE WERE MENT TO LIVE FOR SO MUCH MOREEE
Ajfan says:
COULD YOU EVER KILL THE PAIN IN MY HEART
Ash
WONDERIN WHY THE WORLD HAS PASSED U BY
Ajfan says:
ONE MINUTE YOUR AN ANGEL THAT FELL FROM GRACE
Ash
FAILED ATTEPTS TO FLY
Ajfan says:
CAUSE IT GETS MORE PAINFUL EVERYTIME I DAI
Ash
PUSH THE PUSH PUSH THE BUTTON
Ajfan says:
THINGS CHANGE WHILE I GROW
Ash
CRESTFALLEN BE THY NAME
Ajfan says:
BACK TO THE FRONT
Ash
STABBING THE DRAMA INSIDE
Ajfan says:
YOU WILL DIE WHEN I SAY YOU MUST DIE
Ash
INFORMAAA U NOW (jamaincan gibbersh i cant understand)
Ajfan says:
WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO?
Ash
DROP IT LIKE ITS HAWT
Ajfan says:
PUSH ME AND THEN JUST HURT ME TILL I GET MY SATISFACTION
Ash
IM NOT SURE WHAT I SE U JUST DONT FUCK WITH ME
Ajfan says:
I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK MOTHERFUCKER*growl
Ash -
I FELT THE AIR RISE UP IN ME
Ajfan says:
WHEN YOU GET SHOT AT THE TOP
Ash
MR BOMBASTIC TELIPHONETASTIC

Madrid derbi

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT the Madrid derby is finally here. For u ignorant fucks who know nothing about football its between Atletico de Madrid vs Real Madrid, basically the best team from Madrid against the crappiest. Well not the crappiest, Atleti did beat barcelona last week and those bitches can surprise u at any moment. Hopefully Real can win as they are playing at home. The reverse fixture last year was fucking amazing, even though i only saw the last 8 minutes of it. Real Madrid got a penalty 6 minutes into injury time and won 2-1. Hopefully real can win this match easily as they are on a 10 game winning streak and hopefully barca will lose their match. wow i've used the word 'hopefully' like 3 times in 5 sentences...anyways the match is at 3 am, hopefully astro will show it(again lol). My prediction is that real wins 1-0 with raul scoring the winner...

OMG exams in 16 days

SHIIIIIIIIT i have my mock exams in 16 days...im so screwed..i still havent started studying properly.....

Bad week...

WOW, this has been a bad week..its not even funny, the only good thing about the week was that i got to play futsal after a looooong time, 3 weeks actually...but i got injured while playing,fucking korean bastard tackled me so haaaaard...before i got injured i kicked ass, not braggin or anything but i scored like 10 goals...WOOOOOT..oh yeaaaah, so the week,it started off really well, barca lost and real cut the gap to 4 points. Monday was alright, nothing special happened, but it started going downhill from monday night onwards, my internet went haywire again on tuesday, one of my classmates found out my best kept secret.....you know what its just been a bad week..lets leave it off at that....

Finally got the music thingy...

FINALLY GOT THE MUSIC THINGY...but the videos dont match the song...i mean the Nothing else matters video has clips frm titanic. WTF?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

10th consecutive win WOOOOOOT!!!!!

LOL Guti looks like a monkey
YAY real won again...10th successive win in the league, it was a much needed win after the champions league game(damn israeli cunt). The win would give them a mega boost as they cut the gap between barca to 4 points even though they hav a game in-hand...barca will play Atletico de Madrid at Vicento Calderon tonight...hopefully those useless bitches in red and white can cause an upset and help out Real....but one can only dream as barca anal raped Atletico last year, i think the score was 6-0...

As for the real madrid vs espanyol match, it was quite boring, the first half at least was....Madrid legends guti and raul scored in the 67th and 72th minute respectively..Guti scored a sweeeeeeet ass free kick, curled it into the top left corner and Raul scored another good goal as well,thats his 6th goal in 4 league matches, not bad for a player whos in his 30s
HALA MADRID